Monday, May 23, 2005.

lalala.firstly,
THANK YOU PEARLY FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS!
you rock rock rock.
ok,yesterday i went to temples.
i was actually quite confused.
a part of me was on christianity;another part of buddhism and yet another on free thinkerism.
don't noe why.
i did not really believe in those joss sticks and all,and i told my mom.
surprisingly she didn't rant at me,she said it's ok cos it's my own thinking.
my mom supports me to be a christian if i want to.
my dad was like a devout buddhist,so i told him tht,he would actually slaughter me.
but only for tht day cos it was vesak day.
so i decided in order to live on,i would not say anything.
he was actually quite generous with donations.
i think he donated bout $50 in all.
he prayed very hard.
and under the statue of buddha,i started praying and was amazed that i felt very light,much better.
i poured out to Him,and it was like,it felt great.
but i decided to be a free thinker.
i think it is betta for me cos in this way i would be like more exposed to different religions and their magnificent culture.
then a grp of boys approached me;abt my age.
they asked me to join the buddhist worship grp.
boy it did look like fun but i had no time as it was on 5 june,1day before my bday.
i told them i was not interested politely,and they gave me the 'whatever' face.
sigh.
it is quite hot recently.
like i was some thing in the oven.
and then i went back home and went to swim with braces sistaaa.
she swims like a dolphin la,so scary.i swam 22 laps and i was alr on the verge of dying and she did 26 laps and she was still energetic.
sheesh.
then bathed and went to 64+4 to eat dinner.
i think everyone was staring at me cos i was like wolfing down my food.
heh.
anyway,HAPPY VESAK DAY TO ALL.


i realised i am quite rude to my mom.
when she bought the teens mag for me,i ranted at her cos the contents weren't tht nice.
it was bout chinese bands which i had no vlue bout.
and the posters were f.i.r. and sly which obviously i didn't like.
when i ranted,i could see sadness and disappointment in her eyes.
i then realised how mean i was.
but my pride kept me back,and i didn't apologise.
i screamt at her when she brought the wrong pairs of shoes for me,for playing badminton.
she brought running shoes.
i screamt at her.
and she did a lot for me,asking me wht i prefered and stuff,but i showed attitude towrds her.
i'm really really sorry mom,please forgive me.
guess i'm just crazy to do tht.



today was a crazy day.
woke up and did a bit of assessment.
then went to tampines central cc to eat lunch.
me and mom went to cold storage and bought 2 black peppered chickens.
whoa.
and then dawn's and the others came over.
theyall blasted the music damn loud la.
and it was like we went down to play.
and then suddenly fake ppl started cmin in.
i mean like seriously i agree wit you dawn.have they got no sense of shame just to barge in liddat?can't they just ask us and not barge in?and of course it was stated tht they had to book if not they could just keep their smelly asses out of it.sheesh,oh ya,your screaming was cool.
i was rlly pissed.glad you did the screaming with me.lmao.
haha pple.
wanna know more?
ask dawn-smirks
and it was like i had blisters cos i didn't wear shoes.
had a gd time playing baball and badminton.
ohoh i saww my future brother-in-law.
his name is cedric and he is frm tao nan.
damn cute la.he admitted to liking my rowdy sister.
lmfaoo.
and my dad pissed me off.
we showed each other attitude in front of others.
i know i so will get it when he comes back.
gotta go.
tht stupid chen laolao asked us to do zuo ye.
fark her.
toodles!

8:54 PM
Fashion?